End of another.

HEYLO.

I was procastinating on updating my blog but yah im here now (:

So..HAI HOLIDAYS. a well, very short one to be precise but yeah hai.

Finally this semester is done with.and omgosh,as im typing this i JUST only realized that it was my last long semester in UCSI. wow. i’m still in disbelief haha. after every semester i look back and think, wha? 4 months has past already?! sometimes it really really feels like it just started a couple of weeks ago. and now, i’m just left with one more subject – Fundamentals of Food Engineering for next semester, and its a short semester so by October, i’ll be done with exams for good. Then i’ll be forced to marry my Thesis and get to divorce it in Jan or February next year. and then i’ll re-marry again, to my internship for 4 months before i can finally graduate. I still can’t imagine myself graduating and going out into the working world. Really…can’t. i know i know,i need to grow up right? haha.

Anyway,this past semester…it’s been a memorable one. With ups and downs just like all the other previous semesters. Thank God for all of them, because the good and the bad, in a way, helps to mold character and the down sides especially, helps make you stronger. Definitely gained a lot of new experiences in this semester too – taking up business subjects like marketing, which i actually was quite afraid of before this(due to some reasons) but in the end,i actually ended up liking this subject quite alot. In fact,it was the least torturing subject for this entire semester. I’m sorry i thought badly of you, FOM. you are nice. And of course, i had the first exposure to my Thesis project. Choosing the topic, waiting anxiously to find out who’s my supervisor, reading 39480293809 journals, preparing the proposal, presenting to 5-6 lecturers and whatever other nerve wrecking stuffs…memorable indeed. lol.

And then it was also my last semester staying in Cheras – which i’ve been doing since i started uni. After more than 2 years of staying there, i’ve finally shifted out for good since i’ll only have 2 days of classes a week(FIRST TIME EVER MANNN). Lol.i wanted to like..emo abit before i moved out..stare at the hall,kitchen, toilet? and my room for the last time ever…..(cue emo music!) but didn’t have time for that so i just “BYE ROOM.BYE HALL.BYE CONDO.” as i was leaving with 7-8 bags. One thing i definitely WON’T miss are the cockroaches and lovely moths that stalks us almost every night. and of course, the lovely lifts. So no more climbing up 25 floors ever again What i will miss though, are the freedom of being outside on your own..being independent, getting your own food and groceries, mamak-ing with housemates, pasar malam..these are the stuffs i will miss You know, we look forward to coming back every week haha but one thing i can say for sure is that, staying outside on your own is an experience. You can learn alot from it. And i don’t regret staying outside because how often do you get to do that at this age (while you’re studying) ya know? The only time that perhaps you’ll live outside next time is when you get married haha.

So yeah.. Thank God for seeing me through yet another semester. I couldn’t have done it without Him. Through the stressful,frustrating,happy,emo,whatever-else times..He was there all along. When i was in doubt, when i lacked faith despite knowing how faithful He’s been time and again, He still watches over me.When i relied on my own strength and failed miserably, and gave up on myself, He didn’t give up on me. Thank You Father. For believing in me even when i didn’t have the faith nor courage to believe in myself and even at times, in You. Your love is unfailing. =)

This Saturday, i’ll be heading off to my last CF camp in Golden Sands, PD. I thank God for giving me the opportunity to be part of the camp committee. I was hesitant to join at first but im so glad i did. I realized my time in uni is limited and whatever opportunities that i’m given to serve there, i should grab it. I don’t wanna look back when i’m working next time and think, “i wish i did something more when i was still a student.”. And even now, i still have some regrets looking back at things. I wish that there were more ways i made myself more available, events i took part in, birthday parties of cf-ers i missed that i should have went to, despite the distance and sacrifice it would require. But i can only learn from those mistakes now. And this last CF camp for me, bittersweet. dang i’m starting to emo ady even as i think about it. But i must and shall enjoy every moment of it. And treasure those moments.

and……i just realised i’ve been rambling non-stop so i shall stop here haha.i actually wanted to talk about movies but nevermind, i’ll spare you the torture and do that another time. I think i’ll go watch GI Joe alone tomorrow while my mom shops. Stg ive never done before so maybe its abt time i try heh.

Goodnight <3

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